It is sure hard to speak to energies that do not want you around. Do not let those same energies make you feel like you are a mistake or you will be misplaced if you find yourself and the presence of other Energies.
Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Understanding Un Wanted Energy Towards You. https://anchor.fm/nitty-livetv/episodes/Understanding-Un-Wanted-Energy-Towards-You-e5bllr